Honesty.

Name: Kassy
Age: 21
Subject: Honesty.

Honesty, is honestly really hard to come by these days. You can say you are being honest, but most of the time you like to sugar coat the truth just to make sure you don't hurt someone. Not saying you should come right out and hurt someones feelings by being harsh and insensitive, but seriously. Just think about it.

I have this friend. And she is pretty flippin awesome. Her name is Ashley. And me and her are ridiculously honest with each other. Like, straight up. If I say something she doesn't like, she will tell me. If I say something she doesn't like, she will tell me. We are super honest with each other. And I guess I got so used to me and her being like that, however it stopped for a while but at first it was that way, that when people aren't being straight forward...it kind of irritates me.

I have another friend. Who, for some reason wasn't being completely honest. Or just didn't want to say how he felt. To another friend. We were all asked to be somewhere and then we found out that we weren't there for what we thought we were. And well, this friend...you could tell...pretty much thought that it was a waste of time. Or that he had come for no reason. Which we did, but that isn't the point. He almost said it, but then backed down, left the room, and kind of brought it up with someone else. Not the person he had originally been talking to.

And that infuriated me. I was like, " HEY! Why don't you just say what you really think?" I kind of guess I don't understand. I suppose that there are times and places for the kind of straight forward honesty I am talking about, but to not say how you feel altogether? I don't know. I think I might care about this person too much. It's not really any of my business at all either. I guess I just wish that they would say what they think and feel.

Is that just a guy thing? Is this thing that I am going through just a girl thing? I don't really know. And I don't really know how I feel about it. I think I should just stop caring. Perhaps?

I think I just care about this person too much. How he feels, and what he thinks. Too darn much. Just thought I should vent a little. It helps. For reals.

I just wish people would say what they really feel and think without skating around the straight forward truth. It gets too confusing. Well, yeah. I'm done talking.

God Bless.