Friday, April 16, 2010

Life Changing Choices.

Name: Kassy
Age: 20
Purpose: Change.

So, today I just feel like my heart is completely set on going to the Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. I have decided that I am going to apply. And then it all goes into God's hands. If he wants me to move to Redding, CA. Then I will be accepted at the school. That is my theory and I am sticking to it. My mind is set. But my heart and mind are just going to have to get ready for the change.

I have lived in Astoria for so long, it's my home town. My family lives here and everyone I know lives here. It's going to be heartbreaking the moment I leave. Or the moment I realize that I am actually going to go. Because I will be leaving behind everything I know. Everything I love. I won't be able to just catch a 75 cent bus ride to go and visit my mom. I won't be able to go downstairs and visit my grandma. But I know change is good for me. As much as I will probably cry my eyes out, I know it's for the best that I embrace change. And that isn't the easiest thing to do. But I know that I can.

So here I am. On the edge of life. On the edge of a huge change in my life. Will things work out the way I think they will? I hope. But it's all in God's hands. He holds the world and is in control of my destiny. I have full faith and trust in him and know that whatever he has in the agenda called my life, will be good for me. Through thick and thin I will always have faith and trust in the God of the universe. The God who saved me from oblivion. My Papa who loves me with every single fiber of his being. The Papa who I love with everything that I have and everything I am. And I know God will always love me and be by my side no matter what I choose or where I go. I love you all.

God Bless.

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