The Presence and Decisions.

Name: Kassy
Age: 20
Subject: Glory.

Oh my goodness. This weekend was amazing. I was surrounded by loving friends who I consider close family. And I met a lot of new very awesome people who I have fallen in love with and are now a part of my very large family. God's glory was just so thick this last weekend. His presence was tangible and beautiful. And I honestly don't have words that could ever describe the love I felt this weekend.

And now I have some big decisions. Big ol' life decisions:

One. I can move to Longview with my friend Heather. And we can be super amazing roommates with a super amazing apartment and it would be super cool. Because she is super cool and I love her. And talking about it was exciting and scary. We were just going to live together. And I was going to work. And it kind of would have been how it is right now. Except I would be leaving my entire support system in Astoria. Yes, I have some family in Longview. And I have made a few friends. But all of my friends. All of my family would be left in Astoria. Including my cat. Which sounds funny but she is my baby. And I would be leaving Riverpoint. Which would probably be one of the hardest things ever. If it wasn't for Riverpoint, I don't know where I would be right now. Okay.

Two. I can move to Redding, CA and go to the Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. I have recently been told that in August, I can move with a family to Redding. I wouldn't have to pay too much rent and I would get meals for free. And I would get to be around God, like 24/7. I would kind of be required to. Haha. And I would be surrounded by people I love. Because so many of the people that I love the most live in Redding. And I would be learning how to deepen my relationship. I will be learning a lot about different aspects of everything. And I would become a stronger person altogether. But then again. I would be leaving my family. I would have a support system in Redding. A big and strong one. But I would still be leaving all my blood relatives. And I again would be leaving my cat. And Riverpoint.

Three. I could just stay here. Right here. In Astoria. Stuck in the life that I am living. I love my life. But I know there are bigger things for me then Astoria. I just know it. That I am meant to impact people. Lots and lots of people. And I impact some people here. But if I ever want to chase my dream of being a Worship/Christian recording artist. I can't stay in Astoria for the rest of my life.

It's a dilemma. That has recently occured. As in....today. I mean, only the Redding part. I really want to go. Like seriously want to go to Bethel. It would be such a blessing and life changing thing. I would grow so much in my faith and in myself in general. So really. It's not a dilemma. It's a decision. One that could change my life forever. It's just am I willing to take the plunge. Because all I want in my life is more of God. But am I willing to work for it.

So. Life. God, I need guidance. I only want your will in my life. I only want what you want in my life. Show me the way. Show me the direction you are taking me. I love you. Amen.

God Bless.